I know im going to lose you sooner then I would have ever wanted. I just want you to walk me down the aisle on my wedding day. I want you to see me graduate high school & college and show you I can do it. I want you to be able to be called papa and hold my children and see my family later on in life. I want you to see me grow to be a women. Your all I have. You are my built in best friend. I dont want to ever lose you dad. Stop being so stupid, stop drinking, stop smoking, and realize that I cant afford to lose you. Please dad. Stop being so selfish and realize how much I love you and how much I need you in my life. Please daddy.